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so i have become privy to knowledge i'd wish i never had... and i don't know how to take it... i love her, and i always will. but i am unsure of how she feels for me... foremostly because she could so easily take the action leading to this... i don't believe she is aware that i know. and i'll do my best to keep it that way.... i'm going to give her a good chance to come clean, if it's even true that is... if it is true... i don't know what i'll do...